My favourite M.S. <3

Two days ago i was clueless not having any certain idea wat to write about because alot was going on lately...but as i thought to myself about the special persons in my life and the friends am most thankfull for....i came out with this kind of weird writing about you!:p....:
"Dear you.
I seriously dont know what to call this or how to describe it,but i think this is just when you meet some people in your life who take your breath away by just being in it,and shes one of those people!
Our friendship just started this summer actually after a camp we attended together,wish i would have taken this chance better to spend more time with her and getting to know her.But i didnt waste any chances after that,and now she is one of my best friends and one of the people i wanna die before.
She is really one of those people who change your life by just being in it.I cant wait everyday for our funny long lasting and kind of useless phone calls,they just make my day!
Talking to her makes me happy and kind of different,seeing her makes me really proud to point at her and say,that girl people is my friend!
Everything in her is just beautiful ,especially her soul.She is that kind of a person who has a good sense of humor,and thats one of the reasons why i call her whenever am crying or feeling down for no reason,because simply she just knows how to put a smile on my face.I dont really know how you could love and trust someone you never knew before so fast and for no certain reason and with no conditions.But hey,if i went on more into details in describing her great personality and what she means to me,i wont stop till the morning thn.
To be honest i dont really know why i wrote that ,but i think i just wanted to describe my happiness and appriciation for having such a friend like her.Manal Seoudy i cant imagine one day without you,and thats why you are on top of my list of the people i wanna die before....i love you my dearest friend,i honestly do!"

Getting ahead of everythng!

Changing the game while playing by my rules,thats what I decided for this year!
This school year and the coming one are the last one and the most important. Now it's all about scoring and controlling the game and playing hard.First of all I know I have to play with self-confidence and self-esteem otherwise the rounds are gonna be hard to pass.I allowed myself to fail once,but i dont really like to call it failing as I dont really believe in failing.It was just a stupid mistake from which i learned the taste of being down of the list.And here I am climbing and scoring as much as I can,it only comes thru this little secret called"Hard-Workin".
Never really aimed for Perfection,just aiming for getting proud and deserving high respect.So here I am,thru this writing am awaking the faith I've inside me,cheering myself alittle bit,and remembering myself that it is all in my hand and it was all my decision after all.
Trust me when I say,am not gonna let anyone shake the faith and believe I've or even tryn to get me down.And as I know myself,I know that I sould take it as a challenge or a battle otherwise am gonna get lazy,so am hoping am gonna like my preformance on this battlefield of life.."ABITUR" here I am!